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tenlittlebullets) wrote2003-05-31 09:46 pm
tenlittlebullets) wrote2003-05-31 09:46 pm
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*kicks serotonin*
Forget it, brain. Will not cut self. Will not do drugs. Will not see how long I can go without sleeping.
You hear me? I am not engaging in any fucking self-destructive behaviour for a bunch of stupid chemicals and electrical signals. Nothin' doing.
... is it possible to be manic and depressed at the same time? Because I feel like shit, and I that only happens when I'm depressed, but I swear I feel like destroying myself just for the sheer hell and high of it, which is not characteristic of my depressions.
*shrug* Not feeling suicidal, and that's always a plus, but then again I never really did...
Forget it, brain. Will not cut self. Will not do drugs. Will not see how long I can go without sleeping.
You hear me? I am not engaging in any fucking self-destructive behaviour for a bunch of stupid chemicals and electrical signals. Nothin' doing.
... is it possible to be manic and depressed at the same time? Because I feel like shit, and I that only happens when I'm depressed, but I swear I feel like destroying myself just for the sheer hell and high of it, which is not characteristic of my depressions.
*shrug* Not feeling suicidal, and that's always a plus, but then again I never really did...