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[tenlittlebullets]

I feel... numb. Dull. Almost catatonic. Was taken to the orthodontist today; stared straight ahead, let myself be manhandled around, spoke in monosyllables, and even then only when I absolutely had to say something. Mental standby. Want to sleep forever, or at least sit staring at a wall without my brother's fucking annoying music playing all the time.

I should be happy, dammit. Came out to my dad last night and he was all accepting and crap, a little weirded out, but by the time we were all ready for bed he was making a big list of male bonding activities we never really did when I was a kid. So I should be happy and thankful and eagerly anticipating learning how to do drag race starts in a Corvette (which would be really fun if I had any energy at all--I've driven that car once and it's awesome) but instead I'm just blank and numb.

Mmneh make it all go away.

Comments

[femaelstrom27.livejournal.com]

Mental standby days suck. Hard.

This too shall pass *hugs and kishes*

Understanding parents are good.

[10littlebullets.livejournal.com]

*kishes back* Feeling a little better now. Wumpscut + Skinny Puppy + trippy media player visualization plugin = the incredible, random fixer-upper.

[im-a-shark.livejournal.com]

Ohhhh, drag race starts in the 'vette!! *jealous* Why can't my dad buy a corvette instead of installing a beer tap in his workshop/garage??

Of course if he did have a vette he wouldn't let me drive it, hell he probably wouldn't take me for a ride in it! I can, however, go get free beer at random!

[john-lover-jay.livejournal.com]

Congrats on having an understanding parent... and on getting to drive a vette!