tenlittlebullets: (Cold as the stars)
Ten Little Chances to be Free ([personal profile] tenlittlebullets) wrote2004-11-06 06:08 pm

One of those entries you should probably ignore

Sometimes I feel like I'm pretending to be human.

Like every emotion I've shown in the last five years has been a pathetic attempt at imitation, oh look at the robot boy practicing showing feelings.

Like I don't relate to anyone, at all, and the more I see of humanity the more it disgusts me.

And that whenever I see someone who shows a modicum of depth or intelligence, I beat myself up because I will always be inferior.

It's been fun, god, but can I please be six years old again?

...

...I must be PMSing.

[identity profile] ukulele-player.livejournal.com 2004-11-06 03:17 pm (UTC)(link)
i didn't enjoy it at six years old either

[identity profile] glamourcorpse.livejournal.com 2004-11-06 03:26 pm (UTC)(link)
I should probably ignore it but hell, then I wouldn't be me. I wish I knew what to say but I feel pretty messed up and wrong 24/7, so I probably won't be a lot of help. I can send out my concern and affection. Be well and take care.

PS: Great choice of music. ;)

[identity profile] femaelstrom27.livejournal.com 2004-11-06 05:09 pm (UTC)(link)
I won't ignore this entry. Instead I will read it and snuggle you.

For what it's worth, I think you're wonderful. No, I seriously do. Why else would I have asked you to go to Homecoming? I may have started out joking that I liked you, but now at least I really do. I think you're one of the greatest guys I've ever met.

*kish*
~Diamond