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Ten Little Chances to be Free ([personal profile] tenlittlebullets) wrote2006-02-13 01:37 am

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A survey thinger stolen from [livejournal.com profile] elvenmongoose, for lo, I am bored, caffeinated, and determined not to be productive tonight.

Basics
• Your gender: Ohchrist, don't ask me that. I have female bits; let's leave it at that.
• Straight/Gay/Bi: Tends to ricochet around between asexual, bisexual, and girls-only-kthx.
• Single?: Yes.
• If not, do you want to be?: *is*
• Birthdate: 11 January.
• Your age: 18. *thbbbbt*
• Age you act: Generally? About twelve.
• Your height: 5'3"ish. 5'5" in the boots I usually wear.
• Eye color: Blue
• Happy with it?: ...yes?
• Hair color: Depending on the light, either very blonde or very red
• Happy with it? Wish it looked red all the time.
• Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: Lefty.
• Your living arrangement: On-campus townhouse, live with mom over breaks.
• Your family: Exploded into dysfunction sometime last year, but not really that bad.
• Have any pets?: Two cats. If I had more money I'd get some fish and name them all after various bitchy blond pretty boys. ("And this is Lestat, and this is Dorian... Enjolras died last week on a hunger strike...")
• Piercings?: Two in each ear and a closed-up eyebrow piercing.
• Tattoos?: Nope.
• Obsessions?: Les Misérables, slash, possibly the French Revolution one of these days if you all get around to converting me I ever get around to it
• Addictions?: My computer, LiveJournal
• Do you speak another language?: Bad French and worse German.
• Have a favorite quote?: Not really, no.
• Do you have a webpage?: Aside from LJ, no. I might get a website of LM novel resources together one of these days.

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
• Do you live in the moment?: What the hell kind of question is that?
• Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: I really don't care what other people do as long as it doesn't affect me, so sure.
• Do you have any secrets?: I have discretion. Sometimes.
• Do you hate yourself?: More and more these days, it seems.
• Do you like your handwriting?: Occasionally. More when I write with pen; it's all spiky and pseudo-cursivey then.
• Do you have any bad habits?: Complete lack of motivation, procrastination, messiness, and a terrible diet.
• What is the compliment you get from most people?: "Nice outfit" / "I like your fic."
• If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Something cryptic having nothing to do with the actual content
• What's your biggest fear?: Having everyone I know hate me, and deserving it.
• Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool: No, but I've occasionally pretended to be someone else for the hell of it.
• Are you a loner?: Very much so.
• What are your #1 priorities in life?: ....what are these 'priorities' you speak of?
• If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: I'd probably like myself, but the friendship would dissolve due to mutual apathy.
• Are you a daredevil?: Not really.
• Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: Many things.
• Are you passive or agressive?: Passive.
• Do you have a journal?: LJ, and a little notebook I occasionally scribble in when I need to vent.
• What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength is my brain of d00m. Weakness is the fact that any intelligence I might once have had has been squandered through the internet and general lack of motivation.
• If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: I would revert back to my preteen ratio of social skills to brainpower, i.e. practically autistic but fuckin' brilliant.
• Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Not actively, but things just tend to... bounce off me.
• Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: I regret not jumping Adam's bones when we danced at the Company cast party last year, that's what I regret.
• Do you think life has been good so far?: It was excellent up until age fourteen, and then I somehow managed to fuck myself up.
• What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: I haven't.
• What do you like the most about your body?: My metabolism, bitch. I eat nothing but junk food and still remain tiny.
• And least?: Never lost my baby fat; my face is still freakishly round.
• Do you think you are good looking?: When I'm in a good mood.
• Are you confident?: Sometimes. Depends on what the situation is and what I'm being confident about.
• What is the fictional character you are most like?: ....Grantaire, minus alcoholism and plus a healthy dose of Wednesday Addams.
• Are you perceived wrongly?: I haven't a clue how I'm perceived.

Do You...
• Smoke?: No. My voice hurts just thinking about it.
• Do drugs?: ....no.
• Read the newspaper?: No.
• Pray?: No.
• Go to church?: No.
• Talk to strangers who IM you?: That depends entirely on how much chatspeak and how much stalking are involved.
• Sleep with stuffed animals?: Never have.
• Take walks in the rain?: I used to. When it's warm enough, sometimes.
• Talk to people even though you hate them?: No.
• Drive?: Yes.
• Like to drive fast?: Yes, but it does crap on my gas mileage so I've started refraining lately.

Would or Have You Ever?
• Liked your voice?: Only when I sing.
• Hurt yourself?: Yes.
• Been out of the country?: Yes, but never anywhere where English wasn't the native language.
• Eaten something that made other people sick?: ....soap. Don't ask.
• Been in love?: No.
• Done drugs?: ....define "drugs."
• Gone skinny dipping?: Nope.
• Had a medical emergency?: Yes. *headdesk*
• Had surgery?: Yes, but never major surgery.
• Ran away from home?: No.
• Played strip poker?: No.
• Gotten beaten up?: Yes.
• Beaten someone up?: Yes.
• Been picked on?: Yes, in retaliation for getting beaten up, and it stopped after I beat up the pick-on-er. Long story.
• Been on stage?: Yep.
• Slept outdoors?: Yes.
• Pulled an all nighter?: Regularly, and often for no reason. Tonight, for example.
• If yes, what is your record?: Record? Um, 72 hours without sleep?
• Gone one day without food?: Yes. Sometimes I forget to eat.
• Talked on the phone all night?: No, but I do sometimes talk on IM all night.
• Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Yes, although not all night. That was a strange experience and you should ask me about it sometime.
• Slept all day?: Yes, but that was a weird sleep schedule anyway.
• Killed someone?: Who told you that? He was lying. Honest.
• Made out with a stranger?: Yes.
• Had sex with a stranger?: No.
• Kissed the same sex?: Yes.
• Done anything sexual with the same sex?: ....define "sexual."
• Been betrayed?: Don't think so.
• Had a dream that came true?: Yes, but in a really disturbing way that involved fifteen people dying.
• Broken the law?: Maybe?
• Met a famous person?: Think so. *doesn't keep track of these things*
• Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: Look, it's not my fault the deer stand in the middle of major highways staring into my headlights.
• On purpose?: Assorted bugs.
• Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: No.
• Stolen anything?: Yes. Don't ask.
• Been on radio/tv?: Yes, briefly, as "that blue-haired Harry Potter freak."
• Been in a mosh-pit?: Yes, several times.
• Had sex?: ....define "having sex."
• Had a nervous breakdown?: Yes.
• Bungee jumped?: No.
• Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes.

Beliefs
• Believe in life on other planets?: Yes. Complex life maybe. Intelligent life probably not.
• Miracles?: Not sure.
• Astrology?: No
• Magic?: Not really.
• God?: I don't think so, but I won't rule out the possibility.
• Satan?: No.
• Santa?: Hahaha no.
• Ghosts?: I don't think so, but I've had some weird experiences...
• Luck?: Sure.
• Love at first sight?: Not particularly, definitely not in my case.
• Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Maybe. I do believe that evil is often good taken to an extreme.
• Witches?: Not really, unless you mean Wiccans. And they're not like fairies, you know, saying you don't believe in them doesn't mean they disappear. In the case of the fluffier variety, unfortunately so.
• Easter bunny?: Ha no.
• Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes, but it might get unpleasant after a while.
• Believe there’s a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: ...huh?
• Do you wish on stars?: Nope.

Deep Theological Questions
• Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: No.
• Do you think God has a gender?: I don't claim to know anything about God, so it's possible however unlikely.
• Do you believe in organized religion?: No. If there's a big Truth out there, all organized religion does is shell it out in bite-sized pieces and corrupt it unrecognizably in the process.
• Where do you think we go when we die?: Don't know. I assume six feet under. =P

Friends
• Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: I don't have friends, but I have tons of queer-as-fuck acquaintances.
• Who are your bestest friends?: *sigh* Havenofriends.
• Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Bugger if I know. Probably my mother.
• What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: Whatever it was, I promptly ignored it.
• Your favorite inside joke?: wand of copulationroaches
• Thing you're picked on most about?: People tend not to pick on me anymore. Possibly my quietness?
• Who's your longest known friend?: Melanie, but since I haven't seen her in years... I don't know.
• Talking to? [livejournal.com profile] mollisher
• Newest?: *shrug*
• Shyest?: No idea. I'm shy enough for all of us.
• Funniest?: Again, not a clue.
• Sweetest?: *shrug*
• Closest?: *shrug*
• Who do you fight most with?: I don't fight with people.
• Who's the nicest?: *shrug*
• Who's the most outgoing?: *shrugshrug*
• Who's the best singer?: I AM THE FAIREST OF THEM ALL No idea. Voice clips, yo?
• Who's on your shit-list?: Me.
• Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: Perhaps. *shiftyeyes*
• Who's your second family?: No one?
• Do you always feel understood?: Nope. Woe! *handforehead*
• Who's the loudest friend?: *shrug*
• Do you trust others easily?: Eh.
• Whose house were you last at?: I don't make a habit of house visits, really.
• Name one person in whose arms you feel safe: o___O
• Do your friends know you?: Sort of.
• Friend that lives farthest away: Hello, lovely Australian people.

Love and All That
• Do you consider love a mistake?: Never having been in it, I wouldn't know.
• What do you find romantic?: Bugger if I know.
• Turn-on?: Intelligence, really. Good looks don't hurt.
• Turn-off?: Disrespect and wanton stupidity.

Yes/No/Why?
• If someone who you had no interest in had interest in dating you, how would you feel?: Like I've been here before. Multiple times.
• Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them: I don't date often enough to form habits like that.
• Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: Darling, if I ever had a crush on a real-life boy, wouldn't be no social conventions keeping me from asking him out.
• Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: Have I ever been romantically attracted to anyone?
• Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Leering old men in the supermarket, yes. No idea about anyone else. Ick.
• What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: No respect for women. No respect for "no, I REALLY don't want to exchange saliva with you, and I'm not playing hard to get."
• What's the last present someone gave you?: Er?
• Are you in love?: With a book, yes. With a real person? HA.

Who Was the Last Person...
• That haunted you?: Literally speaking, someone I saw in a mirror and wasn't there when I turned around. I have no idea who it was.
• You wanted to kill?: Assorted idiots on assorted message boards.
• That you laughed at?: [livejournal.com profile] mollisher, who is amusing on IM.
• That laughed at you?: Ditto. Apparently we entertain each other.
• That turned you on?: .....oh, no one. *returns to molesting the Enjolas tied to her bed*
• You went shopping with?: Myself.
• That broke your heart?: No one.
• To disappoint you?: *shrug*
• To ask you out?: Whoever it is, it was long enough ago that I've forgotten.
• To make you cry?: Myself.
• To brighten up your day?: [livejournal.com profile] zachary_evans. Huzzah for smutty roleplays!
• That you thought about?: *shrug*
• You saw a movie with?: Mom.
• You talked to through IM/ICQ?: [livejournal.com profile] mollisher
• You saw? Er. One of my housemates?
• You lost?: *shrug*

Right This Moment...
• Are you going out?: No. *hermit unless forced to be otherwise*
• Will it be with your significant other?: What significant other?
• Or some random person?: Not going out.
• What are you wearing right now?: Pointyboots, stockings, a dress with a circle skirt, a lacy bell-sleeved top (all black) and too much silver jewelry. Took off the corset. =P
• Body part you're touching right now: Legs crossed, thighs touching. Pervert.
• What are you worried about right now?: My massive pile of Crap That Needs To Get Done.
• What book are you reading?: Two different versions of Les Mis, Barricades, A Place of Greater Safety, and a number of others which are on hiatus.
• What's on your mousepad?: The Wacom logo. =P Because it's not really a mousepad at all, just a tablet disguised as one.
• Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Hungry, caffeinated, random, stressed, bored.
• Are you bored?: Yes.
• Are you tired?: Was until the Vivarin kicked in.
• Are you talking to anyone online?: Yep.
• Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No.
• Are you lonely or content?: Alone but not particularly lonely.
• Are you listening to music?: Not at the moment.

[identity profile] enjolrasissex.livejournal.com 2006-02-13 11:06 am (UTC)(link)
Hey! 'Tis gypsycamptrash from FB.net. Just dropped by to say Hello! So...hello! *really needs sleep*

[identity profile] enjolrasissex.livejournal.com 2006-02-14 01:46 am (UTC)(link)
Hey hey hey! Would it be possible to send me the Duisberg Cast? I'm supposed to burn a copy for somebody else, and they're getting rude about it.

[identity profile] 10littlebullets.livejournal.com 2006-02-14 01:59 am (UTC)(link)
Sure! I'm up to my ears in work, but I was procrastinating on it anyway. =P *opens up WinRar*

[identity profile] enjolrasissex.livejournal.com 2006-02-14 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
Thank so much! I hate it when people get rude with me. Ha, I'm such a wimp.

[identity profile] josiana.livejournal.com 2006-02-13 09:08 pm (UTC)(link)
…Wow, you’re right. We do sound disturbingly similar. Perhaps we’re just both secretly R. …That would certainly explain all the nude!Enjy art.


Possibly the French Revolution one of these days if you all get around to converting me I ever get around to it
Dude, pretty boys who mostly die in greusome ways. Not to mention you get to pretend to be a serious student-type.

[identity profile] teh-kimeye.livejournal.com 2006-02-13 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
I must friend you. Les Miserables is a masterpiece.

(Found you via [livejournal.com profile] metaquotes)