Ten Little Chances to be Free (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
tenlittlebullets) wrote2004-11-06 06:08 pm
tenlittlebullets) wrote2004-11-06 06:08 pm
One of those entries you should probably ignore
Sometimes I feel like I'm pretending to be human.
Like every emotion I've shown in the last five years has been a pathetic attempt at imitation, oh look at the robot boy practicing showing feelings.
Like I don't relate to anyone, at all, and the more I see of humanity the more it disgusts me.
And that whenever I see someone who shows a modicum of depth or intelligence, I beat myself up because I will always be inferior.
It's been fun, god, but can I please be six years old again?
...
...I must be PMSing.
Like every emotion I've shown in the last five years has been a pathetic attempt at imitation, oh look at the robot boy practicing showing feelings.
Like I don't relate to anyone, at all, and the more I see of humanity the more it disgusts me.
And that whenever I see someone who shows a modicum of depth or intelligence, I beat myself up because I will always be inferior.
It's been fun, god, but can I please be six years old again?
...
...I must be PMSing.