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tenlittlebullets) wrote2005-11-28 03:30 pm
tenlittlebullets) wrote2005-11-28 03:30 pm
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FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!
No seriously. I was getting stressy a couple months ago? Fuck that shit. I am three millimeters away from a nervous breakdown here. There are two weeks of term left and I have five essays to write and all these fucking tests to study for and extra rehearsals and I'm being scheduled to work at times when I could've sworn I told them weeks in advance I was unavailable and there's no time to do anything and MY BRAIN HAS STOPPED FUNCTIONING. I can't remember when anything's scheduled for or when anything's due and I almost broke down sobbing today in Arabic because I thought there was an open-note test and I didn't have my notes and I've gotten no sleep and I had to practice Figaro today even though I'm in terrible voice probably due to stress and lack of sleep and singing in the car at 3am to keep myself from falling asleep at 75 miles an hour and the car's falling apart and my supervisor is a bitch and did I mention I have a quadrillion tons of homework and not enough hours in the day and every time I stay up late to get my homework done it only impedes my functioning more but I have work during the day and--
FUCK. Fuckfuckfuck.
God.
*cries*
...I have work in twenty minutes. I can't cry. I... oh my God. Fuck. I can't do this.
No seriously. I was getting stressy a couple months ago? Fuck that shit. I am three millimeters away from a nervous breakdown here. There are two weeks of term left and I have five essays to write and all these fucking tests to study for and extra rehearsals and I'm being scheduled to work at times when I could've sworn I told them weeks in advance I was unavailable and there's no time to do anything and MY BRAIN HAS STOPPED FUNCTIONING. I can't remember when anything's scheduled for or when anything's due and I almost broke down sobbing today in Arabic because I thought there was an open-note test and I didn't have my notes and I've gotten no sleep and I had to practice Figaro today even though I'm in terrible voice probably due to stress and lack of sleep and singing in the car at 3am to keep myself from falling asleep at 75 miles an hour and the car's falling apart and my supervisor is a bitch and did I mention I have a quadrillion tons of homework and not enough hours in the day and every time I stay up late to get my homework done it only impedes my functioning more but I have work during the day and--
FUCK. Fuckfuckfuck.
God.
*cries*
...I have work in twenty minutes. I can't cry. I... oh my God. Fuck. I can't do this.