Visa interview did not go well due to an incident of "Um you have the wrong document, you were supposed to print the
other confirmation message," and then the site containing the message was having some sort of server trouble and wouldn't load. So I have to wait for it to go back up again and make another appointment. I could recite the details of the three hours of utter frustration and fury, but honestly after everything that's gone pear-shaped in the past two weeks I just don't have the energy.
Anyway. I went back and read all my old fanfiction this evening. I kind of want to shake my eighteen-year-old self now, because even
then I was annoyed with the trend of vague, aimless fic that won't come right out and say what it's about, and makes the reader work far too hard to figure it out instead of leaving clear textual cues. And yet somehow I
still wrote a bunch of fic where the point was buried somewhere in all the hinting and beating around the bush, and so I ended up with a bunch of reviews either accusing me of writing stereotypical Enjolras/Grantaire fic or squealing about how adorable E/R is.
So, because my eighteen-year-old self apparently couldn't get the point across, I am going to come back three years later and do it for her. Warning: self-indulgent rambling about my own fic ahead.
Stains: Reads like a stereotypical E/R fic, but even then I was trying to riff off the usual tropes. In this case, Enjolras is repressed and disgusted and wary of Grantaire because he has some unspecified incident of sexual abuse in his past and thinks R is trying to pull the same shit on him, not because he's a prude who needs to get the stick out of his arse.
Geständnis: Pretty direct for the most part, but I wish I'd found some way to get across that not only is it about human justice vs. divine justice, it's about how the entire
reason I find Gestapo!Javert such a fascinating idea is because the law/justice rift we see in 1830 isn't so much a rift now as it is a HUGE GAPING CHASM.
Bedfellows: I have nothing to say except "LOL, even in 2005 I was playing with the 'Enjolras: top or bottom?' debate."
Fulfilment: I... think it should speak for itself, but apparently it doesn't, because it has a load of E/R squee in the reviews. Grantaire admires Enjolras for being everything he isn't. Enjolras has a hackneyed-fanfic-trope moment of weakness and samples all of Grantaire's vices. Grantaire no longer admires Enjolras. How could anyone mistake this for happy fun "yay R gets to kiss Enjy!" shippy fic?
Sons of Earth: "All wars are civil wars, because all men are brothers." The dream imagery isn't actually random rambling, it's cooked up from a horrid brain stew of Antaeus, Jacob wrestling the angel, and Luke Skywalker in the cave on Dagobah. I would've been happy if
one person had picked out
one of these elements, but apparently not.